The first time i saw your brown eyes, they took me deeply into your soul, they made me travel across the infinite of you, made me navigate into dreams I never had.
Your smile, eccentric, energetic, funny and lovable made it a registered mark on my head. Your eyes made me closer to you, your smile made me feel at home.
Your way to be, even being different was so close to mine which made me imagine you as part of a family I always wanted to have. Your eyes, your smile, your way of life.
I fell in love with someone I probably can’t love or, maybe I can, but I am afraid of hurting myself again. I fell in love with a soul, not for a body. I admire what’s inside, not what everyone sees. I want to be closer to helping this all grow and get stronger. Go forward and with hope, happiness.
This may be a love letter, with admiration, deep regard and without blind eyes or a bleeding heart.
I hope someday I can have the courage to say it out loud. I hope someday I can be there to help you, to make yourself feel whatever you want to become. To support, to listen to, to go deeper into something different and new, to make this feeling grow, with calm, patience. I will do respect your time.
Your brown eyes, deep in this ocean of humans, made me feel myself again and I still try to get into them every time I could be near them.
